ヌルール's Journal

English Translation: What time is it right now? Is this a dream or real life? A sketch in my head, I drew her out all night I keep going backwards, going backwards from reality When I approach her, I keep going to a different world I wonder about this vague riddle What’s wrong with me? I want to tell her, like a man The secret that only I know in my dreams I invite her in and tell her my hidden feelings, say This doesn’t make sense She’s smiling right in front of me right now She appears when I go to sleep, she disappears when I awake I want to hold onto her, say I want to confess, confess, confess, confess but I sleep talk Even when I wake up, I’m saying her name Talk talk talk talk sleep talk I’m going to go meet her, I’m sleepy again Where are you? Do you know my heart? You don’t even know how I’m burning up inside I can’t escape from this spell of not being able to talk to you It’s the complete opposite in my dreams ...

English Translation: Now, We back! Pack your bags! Only one chance right? Come On! Living in a dark swamp, during the damp and cold night This place is filled with only the gloomy spirits The devil that caught you is sneering as it looked at me I am not able to catch it lala lallallalla Holding my breath as I listened For any sound of life ooooo ooooo Fallen souls screaming I am not able to stop it My phobia of darkness tugging my heart However the full moon influenced me on this night The breathing stopped, Suppressing my excitement The full moon shines in the dark with me unconditionally You cannot be taken away never ever ever The night seems to be bursting with shivers This moment when the breathing stops tonight a a a That’s right, I’m enjoying it like this thriller Time for madness, this night is hot Like a dream, fly away fly high high I’m still feeling it, you and I thriller I took a bit of the poiso...

English Translation: Yeah, even if I erase everything that reminds me of you I can’t throw away the memories Even though our drama up until now has ended Love is painful The watch you gave me wakes me up every day Once again, I can’t go to sleep, oh baby Yeah, to me, love is pain, I’m hurt by love I can’t move a single step so I can’t hold onto it but I can’t let go of it, it’s love I am lost, I hate love In my memory, I will erase your voice In my memory, I will even erase your name I think I have been in pain enough Every time, I call out to you and break down I thought things would be okay once the sun rose and set and the seasons changed The spot you were in is so deep that it won’t close up Your hair pins left on the sofa keep poking me It hurts so I can’t even smile, oh baby Yeah, to me, love is pain, I’m hurt by love I can’t move a single step so I can’t hold onto it but I can’t let go of it, it’s love I am lost, ...

English Translation: A good house, a good car, will these things bring happiness? In Seoul to the SKY, will parents really be happy? Dreams disappeared, there was no time to rest It’s a cycle of school, home or an Internet cafe Everyone lives the same life Students who are pressured to be number one live in between dreams and reality Who is the one who made us into studying machines? They classify us to either being number one or dropping out They trap us in borders, the adults There’s no choice but to consent Even if we think simply, it’s the survival of the fittest Who do you think is the one who makes us step on even our close friends to climb up? What? Adults tell me that hardships are only momentary To endure a little more, to do it later Everybody say NO! It can’t be any later Don’t be trapped in someone else’s dream We roll (We roll) We roll (We roll) We roll Everybody say NO! It has to be now or never We still h...

English Translation: It’s dark and I can’t see I put out my hand but only the wind clashes I don’t know why but this place is strange I’m getting used to this misery I live like a shadow With the useless hope that you’ll look at me at least once The conversation I have with you all night in my imagination I deep inside of you (I can’t get over) Only you can light up my surroundings Be the light Shine on my black and hidden heart Melt me from being frozen So that I’ll be so dazzling That no one else can look at me Be the light (shine your light on me baby) Be the light uh uh uh oh Be the light (shine your light on me baby) Even when you slightly pass by me, I feel like everything has been taken away from me I don’t want to lose you You linger by my side like my breath But I can’t touch you So I get more desperate Be the sun during the day and make me warm Change into the moon at night and give me an ecstatic romanc...

English Translation: I already know by looking at your face I already know even if you don’t give a long speech How you much you love me How much you care for me I already know how much you care for me, who is worthless Even if you don’t say it, your eyes that look at me are telling me I’m thankful for just the fact that you came into my life I don’t even know if I can receive this undeserved love I don’t know but back then, rain fell in my heart Happiness only avoided me My love may seem like a coward rather than a war But you gave me courage, telling me that I could do it That the world is still warm Your small hand held my hand tightly And I won’t let it go I already know by looking at your face I already know even if you don’t give a long speech I already know, your face is telling me You’re always standing behind me I already know, you stayed with me even when it hurt You even embraced my faults Now I’ll hug you, you are...